Killing myself

finally my sem.5 final assessment over~
having my two weeks holiday now~


but~
in this two weeks!i'm not allow myself to relax at all!!
(suffering myself)
sem6 is final sem in my study for Textile n Fashion Design!
i've to work hard for it!!!
sem5 artworks have to present during sem.6 final assess as graduation artworks~
shit is my sem.5 works all r rushing works~
all r shits!!!!


i just satisfied with my draping evening gown oni~n textile design paper works~


about my sem.5 works~


mydraping evening gown oso have problem at the zip part~sew wrong dy~
but if wear on the model is quite ok~
even lecturer oso said it's vr nice n sew vr PROFESSIONALITY!!! haha! ^^
i love it~if my bust get bigger than it wil be my size exactly~ ^^ hehe~


the 1st wedding gown~
rushing work~
overall is ok~
but i cut abit fabrics dy~
make the empire part vr tide~
even myself hv to tarik nafas den oni can zip up~aft that i feel lik i cant breath!! >__<
summor the wedding gown is damn heavy!!!!!
n aft i have a look my illust than oni i realize that i 4got to sew strap!!!wat the!


Batik 2 pieces 4meter~
i reali fed up~
almost graduate dy my batik technique stil suck!!!!
i want to attend any batik workshop!!!


Printing 2pieces 4meter~
i wan to cry~
i bought 2pieces 4meter dark color fabrics~
1 is black and another is dark purple~which match my design~
f***!!!!1st piece black color!i tried so hard to print yellow n light purple on the fabric~
end up the color cant pop up~
the color is just fade~
heartbreak~
lecturer said my satin silk fabrics is too much of polyester~that's y the color cant print on the fabric~
the color just lik shadow on the fabric!!F***!!!
For 2nd piece~
i throw my dark purple fabric to a side~
i bought another 4meter white fabric to print~
now the color can c clearly~
but f*** the design cannot join during print~shit~
fed up!!!!
i'll force myself to touch up it during dis holiday!!!!!


now~
i've to find a local brand n an international brand info~
design a collection for both brand~
for local brand, i've to sew 4 sets of garments.
summor i got one more wedding gown to sew~shit!!!
god give me mor hands n legs pls!!n time!!!
i'll die again in sem.6~


for textile design~
i've to design again for printing n batik~


MIA study life kill ppl~
if we juzt hv fashion mayb is ok~
but now we hv textile oso~
both oso major credit~
both oso important~
both oso take long time to finish works~
both oso nid to finish in just less than 4 months!!!!


my body wil break!!!seriously~
i need a vacation aft graduate!!!
i need a spa aft graduate!!!



*i'll post my artwork pix soon*