愧疚。心痛

摘自妹妹的部落格~~
修改了一点点~~

17/04/2011 早
[大姐叙述]
当大姐开大门驾车要出去买东西时~
家里那过动的黑狗跑出去~
把一只路边的小猫叼进屋里~
平时就擅长咬死老鼠的大狗看到小动物就会变得很凶~
它咬着小猫，拼命的咬，甩~
把小猫拖去车旁~
一直甩一直甩~
终于制止了~
但是小猫受伤了~
而且2只后腿都折断了~

大姐大大声地喊着刚睡醒的我~
我赶紧用毛巾抱起那可怜的小猫~
梳洗完毕，换好衣就和男友和妹妹飞车去家外的动物医院~
星期日没开~

赶着去另一间医院~
医生说
如果要动手术
要先替它照X光~看骨折哪里~
一切费用算到来加住院看护需千多元~~

手术未必能成功~
因为小猫只有两三个月大~
它可能会承受不住麻醉药~
动2--3小时的手术很高风险~

一方面想救它~
一方面怕它手术时会承不住~
一直很挣扎~~

最后尊重医生的决定~
打针让它安乐死~
并安排院方处理事后火化它~
眼泪从听到医生建议安乐死开始就没有停止地流下~~
当要我签同意安乐死的信件时我更是快崩溃了~~

野猫也是有生命~~
在不经意之下~
我们家就这样夺走了小猫的生命~~

对不起~
真的很对不起~

yes~ =')

13/04/2011
today off day~~
i zzz until 12.30pm~~
hv a quick 'brunch' with my sisters at mamak~~
back home~feel so lazy~~
super lazy~~

sleep at the sofa..
wake a while look at the tv then back to zz again~~
until 4pm~~

during 2pm to 4pm~~
i am seriously emo~~~
cos this fella Johnny Sew dun even msg or call me! ><
i called him n scold him! ><
if u hv time to eat, u for sure got time to reply my msg by call or msg!
message won't take u more than 1 minit! ><

he said he will call me back soon cos he is abit busy during that time~
i off my phone~~purposely~~

cos last time he oso off his phone a day~
as his reason: his phone touch screen got problem..so annoying when ppl call him he cannot answer~so he let the phone rest for a day..
does it mean i oso can be forget and rest for a day?

4pm~
i call him back~
saying that i just wake n i off my phone~ =P
he knows i was angry~
he cheers me up with his annoying voice again~~ XD
n he did~ n__n

at nite~
we went to Rakuzen at G Tower, Ampang to hv dinner~~
so fullll~~X<
he keep muak muak me~~ =)
haa~he miss me so badly~ XD
he promised he will treat me the dinner cos he felt so soli to me~
cos friday 8pm aft work i went to his house wait him to hv dinner but his meeting never end until 10.30pm~~
aft waiting him at his room bout 2hrs like a dumb~i gastric~
i told him i cant wait dy n i nid to go back home~~ =(
cant help him to pack things...he got event at genting highland for four days~~

aft dinner we rest at home~
i help him to sew his pants eye~which goin to drop~~
10.30pm at my room,

he ：dear, 我们结婚好不好？我现在没钱买戒指，以后再买给你，oki？
me ：嗯~
he ：dear,我是认真的，嫁给我，oki？我会永远爱你~
me ：TvT.....
he ：我们5月1号劳动节去注册好不好？
me ：O___O ？？？！　（酱快？！）
he ：嗯，可是不懂劳动节他们有没有开～～
me ：哈哈～～（可爱到~~~）
he ：dear，要记起来，2011年4月13号，晚上10点半~我向你求婚哦~
me ：oki~ ^^（可爱到~~他很少酱细心注意这些东西~~）

post a word YES at fb status~~
thx to Claudia Loh who post something on my wall n help me spread it~~ XD







Mr.Johnny Sew Chu Ang~muakz muakz love u~
after 1407days~~ ^^
after 3yrs 10months 7days~~ ^^
~i love u~

Great Day

tomolo is the day~
movie premiere at Pavilion GSC~ =)
sure gotta cry at cinema~
it's like a baby~
pregnant for few months n now the baby gotta show at cinema~ ='>

the movie is about love that nowadays alot of ppl forgotten~
love for the parents.
love for the children.

alot of kids or even adults,
jz say I LOVE U to the daddy mummy~
but the fact is, izit got love inside this 3 words?

owww~~~

why owwww??
cos i'm so hungry n i keep searching the food recipe~~ ><

saw few nice n easy recipe from jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com~~ ^^

at 1st i wan to search for some egg-less food recipe~~
why egg less?
cos my elder sis is vegetarian dy~ =)

good for her~
i wish i can stop eating meat too~~
but they r too 'attractive' dy~~ T^T


nar nar nar~~~
here r few recipes that i'm goin to make~ =>

chocolate chip cookies


http://jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com/2007/05/best-cookie-recipe-ever.html



Vanilla and Chocolate Cheesecake


http://jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com/2007/06/jeenas-delicious-cheesecake-recipe.html



wait for my 'food product' done n i'm gonna post the pix here~ ^^

Things to do b4 n aft 2011~

BEFORE 2011
--dye my hair~~
--visit dentist~~
--body check~~
--buy laptop/ net book~~
--burn pix of yr 2009 n yr 2010 into the disc~~
--go to travel~~

[to be continue]

AFTER 2011
--hv surgery to clear the lumps in my uterus~~
--if possible!!!buy a small unit house~~ =)

[to be continue]

^^

my new car~

new car~
2nd hand Proton Saga~
stil not use to it~
cos b4 that i drive kancil~
this time saga, the power steering~ =/ kong bu neh~



go bath bath~ ^^

Why she become like that?

why~
ur music is cool~is nice~
ur fashion is so cool~so wow~so crazy~
some of it is nice~
but y dis time u wear like this?
to be famous can use alot of other ways~
some more u r already vr famous~
u started to let ppl feel sick of u~
feel disgusting~n feel sad to u~


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