very headache now~
why the feeling bac when i saw u~
i din expect it wil be bac~
i jz wan to c the show~
Now~
u r the one now keep appearing in my mind~
not my bf~
it was so nice see u perform on the stage~
so sad i cant c u perform at the las day~
izit the feeling to my bf lost?
no~
i stil love him~
he busy working for our future~
i cant contact him during he work~
it makes me feel so lonely~
i headache~
i'm not the ppl who wan to fall in two relationship~
or am i?
*ma de so headache*
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i hate sem.6
i hate sem.6~
especially fashion subjects teach by that mother f***king bitch~
the final graduation collection~
4 sets of garments~
we cannot use the fabric bought from the fabric shop~
we hv to use plain fabric n do motif on the fabric no matter u use silk screen printing or batik~
mother F!
at least 12meters~
n the most F thing is~
she said so easily,Soli ar, this semester u all hv to put mor budget la~
wa~
lik we r bank or wat~
if we r dat rich~we won't choose MIA dis F poor facilities sch!!!!!! >__<
summor she tot batik can be done in few hrs izit?
hello!!8meters we take bout 3months to finish!!!
now 12meters in 1month~f bitch!!!
aft dat we hv to do pattern draft n sew the garments~
shit!!!
MIA TEXTILE N FASHION LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!
She said our class is trouble students~
Hello!!!
u just teach us at sem.5 n now sem.6~
other lecturer teach us fr sem.2 until now din complain us anything!!
we know we r talkactive n noisy~
but,we submitt our works on time~
compare wif senior that we know~
we r the class that fr sem.1 til now,
din fail any subject!!din retake any subject!!!
now summor dat mother f bitch wana geh bo in other lecturer works oso!!
she said our textile works not creative at all~
wat the f!
nobody in this world is not creative!!!it's depend how u value that person!!
she said our works r boring nt creative,dat oso lik doubt about textile teachers teaching skill!!!
hello!!
u sit at ur office as the head of fashion dep. for almost 20yrs!!!
u old lady thinking!!
our textile teacher is vr pro in textile~
y u so geh bo wana critic other ppl works!!
grrr!!!
the final sem i tot i can concentrate do mor complicated n fine details works for my final textile collection~
mother f that HEAD wana suffer us til dead~
we suppose to produce 2pcs of 4meter silk screen printing fabrics~
now she wan us to produce more!!! extra 4!!!!
6pcs of 4meter fabric to be print!!!!total 24meters!!!
shit!!
fabric nid to buy~
for printing~
photo emulsion nid to buy~
organza to strentch to the frame nid to buy~
printing paste nid to buy~
i roughly count, it wil cost me bout RM300!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana sue her!!!!!
i nid lawyer!!!!!
that mother f bitch mentally kill us!!!!
FUCK U BITCH LAI!!!!
especially fashion subjects teach by that mother f***king bitch~
the final graduation collection~
4 sets of garments~
we cannot use the fabric bought from the fabric shop~
we hv to use plain fabric n do motif on the fabric no matter u use silk screen printing or batik~
mother F!
at least 12meters~
n the most F thing is~
she said so easily,Soli ar, this semester u all hv to put mor budget la~
wa~
lik we r bank or wat~
if we r dat rich~we won't choose MIA dis F poor facilities sch!!!!!! >__<
summor she tot batik can be done in few hrs izit?
hello!!8meters we take bout 3months to finish!!!
now 12meters in 1month~f bitch!!!
aft dat we hv to do pattern draft n sew the garments~
shit!!!
MIA TEXTILE N FASHION LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!
She said our class is trouble students~
Hello!!!
u just teach us at sem.5 n now sem.6~
other lecturer teach us fr sem.2 until now din complain us anything!!
we know we r talkactive n noisy~
but,we submitt our works on time~
compare wif senior that we know~
we r the class that fr sem.1 til now,
din fail any subject!!din retake any subject!!!
now summor dat mother f bitch wana geh bo in other lecturer works oso!!
she said our textile works not creative at all~
wat the f!
nobody in this world is not creative!!!it's depend how u value that person!!
she said our works r boring nt creative,dat oso lik doubt about textile teachers teaching skill!!!
hello!!
u sit at ur office as the head of fashion dep. for almost 20yrs!!!
u old lady thinking!!
our textile teacher is vr pro in textile~
y u so geh bo wana critic other ppl works!!
grrr!!!
the final sem i tot i can concentrate do mor complicated n fine details works for my final textile collection~
mother f that HEAD wana suffer us til dead~
we suppose to produce 2pcs of 4meter silk screen printing fabrics~
now she wan us to produce more!!! extra 4!!!!
6pcs of 4meter fabric to be print!!!!total 24meters!!!
shit!!
fabric nid to buy~
for printing~
photo emulsion nid to buy~
organza to strentch to the frame nid to buy~
printing paste nid to buy~
i roughly count, it wil cost me bout RM300!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana sue her!!!!!
i nid lawyer!!!!!
that mother f bitch mentally kill us!!!!
FUCK U BITCH LAI!!!!
Monday, May 18, 2009
OH MY GOD!!!
10-Year-Old California Girl Battles Breast Cancer
Instead, the Fullerton, Calif., girl is battling stage IIA breast cancer, also known as invasive ductal carcinoma, KCAL-TV reported.
Young children and adolescents have just a 0.1 percent chance of developing breast cancer, said Dr. Cynara Coomer, a breast surgeon at Mount Sinai Hospital in New York City and FOX News Health contributor. It's even rarer for a child to develop invasive ductal carcinoma, which is considered to be an adult cancer.
“Most of the cancers that adolescents would get are different, and it’s known as juvenile secreting neoplasm,” Coomer told FOXNews.com Thursday. “(Invasive ductal carcinoma) is the type we see in adults because it’s from estrogen stimulation.”
Last month, Hannah’s father Jeremy Auslam told the San Gabriel Valley Tribune in California that the situation felt “surreal.”
“We can’t be the only ones,” he told the newspaper.
Hannah was diagnosed in April after she complained of itching in her left breast and her mother noticed a lump, according to the Tribune.
Her parents took her to the doctor, and a small portion of the lump was sent away for tests. No one suspected breast cancer.
"They told me it was not breast cancer, because breast cancer does not happen to children," Hannah’s mother, Carrie Auslam, told the Tribune.
But the tests revealed otherwise: The tumor had grown around the blood vessels in Hannah’s breast.
“I didn’t really know what cancer was,” Hannah said. “I just kept crying and couldn’t stop.”
Coomer, who has not treated Hannah, said the girl’s prognosis is excellent: Her chance of a five-year disease-free survival is 85 percent.
On May 7, Hannah had a "simple left breast mastectomy," according to her Web site, OurLittleSweetPea.com.
So how did Hannah get breast cancer at such a young age?
“Usually there is a genetic disposition,” Coomer said. “That’s usually the case for young woman who develop breast cancer. She may carry the breast cancer gene.”
If she doesn’t carry the mutated BRCA gene, Coomer said there is another scenario that could have led to the diagnosis at such a young age.
When girls go through puberty and are developing breast tissue, the cells in their breasts are undergoing rapid divisions, she said.
Therefore, the cells are more likely to be damaged by cancer-causing agents and environmental exposures that can lead cells to change into cancer cells, she added.
“In regards to not creating hysteria, cancer in adolescents is small, but if you find a lump you should have it checked out,” Coomer said. “Most of the time it will be benign. And one of the ways young girls can lower their risk is for parents to promote healthy lifestyles — avoiding cigarettes and alcohol, exercising and eating a healthy diet.”
At 10 years old, Hannah Powell-Auslam should be enjoying her last few weeks of fifth grade, playing with her friends without a care in the world.
Instead, the Fullerton, Calif., girl is battling stage IIA breast cancer, also known as invasive ductal carcinoma, KCAL-TV reported.
Young children and adolescents have just a 0.1 percent chance of developing breast cancer, said Dr. Cynara Coomer, a breast surgeon at Mount Sinai Hospital in New York City and FOX News Health contributor. It's even rarer for a child to develop invasive ductal carcinoma, which is considered to be an adult cancer.
“Most of the cancers that adolescents would get are different, and it’s known as juvenile secreting neoplasm,” Coomer told FOXNews.com Thursday. “(Invasive ductal carcinoma) is the type we see in adults because it’s from estrogen stimulation.”
Last month, Hannah’s father Jeremy Auslam told the San Gabriel Valley Tribune in California that the situation felt “surreal.”
“We can’t be the only ones,” he told the newspaper.
Hannah was diagnosed in April after she complained of itching in her left breast and her mother noticed a lump, according to the Tribune.
Her parents took her to the doctor, and a small portion of the lump was sent away for tests. No one suspected breast cancer.
"They told me it was not breast cancer, because breast cancer does not happen to children," Hannah’s mother, Carrie Auslam, told the Tribune.
But the tests revealed otherwise: The tumor had grown around the blood vessels in Hannah’s breast.
“I didn’t really know what cancer was,” Hannah said. “I just kept crying and couldn’t stop.”
Coomer, who has not treated Hannah, said the girl’s prognosis is excellent: Her chance of a five-year disease-free survival is 85 percent.
On May 7, Hannah had a "simple left breast mastectomy," according to her Web site, OurLittleSweetPea.com.
So how did Hannah get breast cancer at such a young age?
“Usually there is a genetic disposition,” Coomer said. “That’s usually the case for young woman who develop breast cancer. She may carry the breast cancer gene.”
If she doesn’t carry the mutated BRCA gene, Coomer said there is another scenario that could have led to the diagnosis at such a young age.
When girls go through puberty and are developing breast tissue, the cells in their breasts are undergoing rapid divisions, she said.
Therefore, the cells are more likely to be damaged by cancer-causing agents and environmental exposures that can lead cells to change into cancer cells, she added.
“In regards to not creating hysteria, cancer in adolescents is small, but if you find a lump you should have it checked out,” Coomer said. “Most of the time it will be benign. And one of the ways young girls can lower their risk is for parents to promote healthy lifestyles — avoiding cigarettes and alcohol, exercising and eating a healthy diet.”
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Being Model, again~
~Wedding gown designed by senior Priscilla~
While waiting the accessor...
Another model, Ms. Lim Li Pien~
My dear classmate~
Wearing Casual wear designed by senior Beatrice~
My dear Ah Piang..can u pose better while taking pix?
speechless...
hmmm~~ better~~My @RT W0RKS
~ 1st evening dress~ ::designer::ME::
~front&side~
~back~
~1st wedding gown~::designer::ME::
~front~
~side~
~fashion design final assessment::wedding~
~fashion design final assessment::icon:Boa Kwon & Halle Berry:lingerie wear~
~fashion design final assessment::icon:Halle Berry & Victoria Beckham:lingerie wear~
~fashion design final assessment::icon:Kate Moss:lingerie wear~Soli no pix for textile design assessment n works~
Cos it is sucks!! >__<
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Killing myself
finally my sem.5 final assessment over~
having my two weeks holiday now~
but~
in this two weeks!i'm not allow myself to relax at all!!
(suffering myself)
sem6 is final sem in my study for Textile n Fashion Design!
i've to work hard for it!!!
sem5 artworks have to present during sem.6 final assess as graduation artworks~
shit is my sem.5 works all r rushing works~
all r shits!!!!
i just satisfied with my draping evening gown oni~n textile design paper works~
about my sem.5 works~
mydraping evening gown oso have problem at the zip part~sew wrong dy~
but if wear on the model is quite ok~
even lecturer oso said it's vr nice n sew vr PROFESSIONALITY!!! haha! ^^
i love it~if my bust get bigger than it wil be my size exactly~ ^^ hehe~
the 1st wedding gown~
rushing work~
overall is ok~
but i cut abit fabrics dy~
make the empire part vr tide~
even myself hv to tarik nafas den oni can zip up~aft that i feel lik i cant breath!! >__<
summor the wedding gown is damn heavy!!!!!
n aft i have a look my illust than oni i realize that i 4got to sew strap!!!wat the!
Batik 2 pieces 4meter~
i reali fed up~
almost graduate dy my batik technique stil suck!!!!
i want to attend any batik workshop!!!
Printing 2pieces 4meter~
i wan to cry~
i bought 2pieces 4meter dark color fabrics~
1 is black and another is dark purple~which match my design~
f***!!!!1st piece black color!i tried so hard to print yellow n light purple on the fabric~
end up the color cant pop up~
the color is just fade~
heartbreak~
lecturer said my satin silk fabrics is too much of polyester~that's y the color cant print on the fabric~
the color just lik shadow on the fabric!!F***!!!
For 2nd piece~
i throw my dark purple fabric to a side~
i bought another 4meter white fabric to print~
now the color can c clearly~
but f*** the design cannot join during print~shit~
fed up!!!!
i'll force myself to touch up it during dis holiday!!!!!
now~
i've to find a local brand n an international brand info~
design a collection for both brand~
for local brand, i've to sew 4 sets of garments.
summor i got one more wedding gown to sew~shit!!!
god give me mor hands n legs pls!!n time!!!
i'll die again in sem.6~
for textile design~
i've to design again for printing n batik~
MIA study life kill ppl~
if we juzt hv fashion mayb is ok~
but now we hv textile oso~
both oso major credit~
both oso important~
both oso take long time to finish works~
both oso nid to finish in just less than 4 months!!!!
my body wil break!!!seriously~
i need a vacation aft graduate!!!
i need a spa aft graduate!!!
*i'll post my artwork pix soon*
having my two weeks holiday now~
but~
in this two weeks!i'm not allow myself to relax at all!!
(suffering myself)
sem6 is final sem in my study for Textile n Fashion Design!
i've to work hard for it!!!
sem5 artworks have to present during sem.6 final assess as graduation artworks~
shit is my sem.5 works all r rushing works~
all r shits!!!!
i just satisfied with my draping evening gown oni~n textile design paper works~
about my sem.5 works~
mydraping evening gown oso have problem at the zip part~sew wrong dy~
but if wear on the model is quite ok~
even lecturer oso said it's vr nice n sew vr PROFESSIONALITY!!! haha! ^^
i love it~if my bust get bigger than it wil be my size exactly~ ^^ hehe~
the 1st wedding gown~
rushing work~
overall is ok~
but i cut abit fabrics dy~
make the empire part vr tide~
even myself hv to tarik nafas den oni can zip up~aft that i feel lik i cant breath!! >__<
summor the wedding gown is damn heavy!!!!!
n aft i have a look my illust than oni i realize that i 4got to sew strap!!!wat the!
Batik 2 pieces 4meter~
i reali fed up~
almost graduate dy my batik technique stil suck!!!!
i want to attend any batik workshop!!!
Printing 2pieces 4meter~
i wan to cry~
i bought 2pieces 4meter dark color fabrics~
1 is black and another is dark purple~which match my design~
f***!!!!1st piece black color!i tried so hard to print yellow n light purple on the fabric~
end up the color cant pop up~
the color is just fade~
heartbreak~
lecturer said my satin silk fabrics is too much of polyester~that's y the color cant print on the fabric~
the color just lik shadow on the fabric!!F***!!!
For 2nd piece~
i throw my dark purple fabric to a side~
i bought another 4meter white fabric to print~
now the color can c clearly~
but f*** the design cannot join during print~shit~
fed up!!!!
i'll force myself to touch up it during dis holiday!!!!!
now~
i've to find a local brand n an international brand info~
design a collection for both brand~
for local brand, i've to sew 4 sets of garments.
summor i got one more wedding gown to sew~shit!!!
god give me mor hands n legs pls!!n time!!!
i'll die again in sem.6~
for textile design~
i've to design again for printing n batik~
MIA study life kill ppl~
if we juzt hv fashion mayb is ok~
but now we hv textile oso~
both oso major credit~
both oso important~
both oso take long time to finish works~
both oso nid to finish in just less than 4 months!!!!
my body wil break!!!seriously~
i need a vacation aft graduate!!!
i need a spa aft graduate!!!
*i'll post my artwork pix soon*
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