LoVe Wat U Do~Do Wat U LoVe

愧疚。心痛

2011-04-17T10:54:00.000-07:00

摘自妹妹的部落格~~
修改了一点点~~

17/04/2011 早
[大姐叙述]
当大姐开大门驾车要出去买东西时~
家里那过动的黑狗跑出去~
把一只路边的小猫叼进屋里~
平时就擅长咬死老鼠的大狗看到小动物就会变得很凶~
它咬着小猫，拼命的咬，甩~
把小猫拖去车旁~
一直甩一直甩~
终于制止了~
但是小猫受伤了~
而且2只后腿都折断了~

大姐大大声地喊着刚睡醒的我~
我赶紧用毛巾抱起那可怜的小猫~
梳洗完毕，换好衣就和男友和妹妹飞车去家外的动物医院~
星期日没开~

赶着去另一间医院~
医生说
如果要动手术
要先替它照X光~看骨折哪里~
一切费用算到来加住院看护需千多元~~

手术未必能成功~
因为小猫只有两三个月大~
它可能会承受不住麻醉药~
动2--3小时的手术很高风险~

一方面想救它~
一方面怕它手术时会承不住~
一直很挣扎~~

最后尊重医生的决定~
打针让它安乐死~
并安排院方处理事后火化它~
眼泪从听到医生建议安乐死开始就没有停止地流下~~
当要我签同意安乐死的信件时我更是快崩溃了~~

野猫也是有生命~~
在不经意之下~
我们家就这样夺走了小猫的生命~~

对不起~
真的很对不起~

yes~ =')

2011-04-13T10:04:00.000-07:00

13/04/2011
today off day~~
i zzz until 12.30pm~~
hv a quick 'brunch' with my sisters at mamak~~
back home~feel so lazy~~
super lazy~~

sleep at the sofa..
wake a while look at the tv then back to zz again~~
until 4pm~~

during 2pm to 4pm~~
i am seriously emo~~~
cos this fella Johnny Sew dun even msg or call me! ><
i called him n scold him! ><
if u hv time to eat, u for sure got time to reply my msg by call or msg!
message won't take u more than 1 minit! ><

he said he will call me back soon cos he is abit busy during that time~
i off my phone~~purposely~~

cos last time he oso off his phone a day~
as his reason: his phone touch screen got problem..so annoying when ppl call him he cannot answer~so he let the phone rest for a day..
does it mean i oso can be forget and rest for a day?

4pm~
i call him back~
saying that i just wake n i off my phone~ =P
he knows i was angry~
he cheers me up with his annoying voice again~~ XD
n he did~ n__n

at nite~
we went to Rakuzen at G Tower, Ampang to hv dinner~~
so fullll~~X<
he keep muak muak me~~ =)
haa~he miss me so badly~ XD
he promised he will treat me the dinner cos he felt so soli to me~
cos friday 8pm aft work i went to his house wait him to hv dinner but his meeting never end until 10.30pm~~
aft waiting him at his room bout 2hrs like a dumb~i gastric~
i told him i cant wait dy n i nid to go back home~~ =(
cant help him to pack things...he got event at genting highland for four days~~

aft dinner we rest at home~
i help him to sew his pants eye~which goin to drop~~
10.30pm at my room,

he ：dear, 我们结婚好不好？我现在没钱买戒指，以后再买给你，oki？
me ：嗯~
he ：dear,我是认真的，嫁给我，oki？我会永远爱你~
me ：TvT.....
he ：我们5月1号劳动节去注册好不好？
me ：O___O ？？？！　（酱快？！）
he ：嗯，可是不懂劳动节他们有没有开～～
me ：哈哈～～（可爱到~~~）
he ：dear，要记起来，2011年4月13号，晚上10点半~我向你求婚哦~
me ：oki~ ^^（可爱到~~他很少酱细心注意这些东西~~）

post a word YES at fb status~~
thx to Claudia Loh who post something on my wall n help me spread it~~ XD

Mr.Johnny Sew Chu Ang~muakz muakz love u~
after 1407days~~ ^^
after 3yrs 10months 7days~~ ^^
~i love u~

Great Day

2011-01-10T07:32:00.000-08:00

tomolo is the day~
movie premiere at Pavilion GSC~ =)
sure gotta cry at cinema~
it's like a baby~
pregnant for few months n now the baby gotta show at cinema~ ='>

the movie is about love that nowadays alot of ppl forgotten~
love for the parents.
love for the children.

alot of kids or even adults,
jz say I LOVE U to the daddy mummy~
but the fact is, izit got love inside this 3 words?

owww~~~

2010-11-21T02:24:00.001-08:00

why owwww??
cos i'm so hungry n i keep searching the food recipe~~ ><

saw few nice n easy recipe from jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com~~ ^^

at 1st i wan to search for some egg-less food recipe~~
why egg less?
cos my elder sis is vegetarian dy~ =)

good for her~
i wish i can stop eating meat too~~
but they r too 'attractive' dy~~ T^T

nar nar nar~~~
here r few recipes that i'm goin to make~ =>

chocolate chip cookies

http://jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com/2007/05/best-cookie-recipe-ever.html

Vanilla and Chocolate Cheesecake

http://jeenaskitchen.blogspot.com/2007/06/jeenas-delicious-cheesecake-recipe.html

wait for my 'food product' done n i'm gonna post the pix here~ ^^

Things to do b4 n aft 2011~

2010-11-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

BEFORE 2011
--dye my hair~~
--visit dentist~~
--body check~~
--buy laptop/ net book~~
--burn pix of yr 2009 n yr 2010 into the disc~~
--go to travel~~

[to be continue]

AFTER 2011
--hv surgery to clear the lumps in my uterus~~
--if possible!!!buy a small unit house~~ =)

[to be continue]

^^

my new car~

2010-10-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

new car~
2nd hand Proton Saga~
stil not use to it~
cos b4 that i drive kancil~
this time saga, the power steering~ =/ kong bu neh~

go bath bath~ ^^

Why she become like that?

2010-09-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

why~
ur music is cool~is nice~
ur fashion is so cool~so wow~so crazy~
some of it is nice~
but y dis time u wear like this?
to be famous can use alot of other ways~
some more u r already vr famous~
u started to let ppl feel sick of u~
feel disgusting~n feel sad to u~

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IS A REAL MEAT!!!!

Happy Day

2010-08-29T10:55:00.000-07:00

is Sunday!!
29/08/2010 is my 1st sunday off since working at Beatrice Looi Boutique~
^^ yoo hoo~
no need to worry bout my morning or noon shift working~
zzz with my dear til 12pm something~ =D

take warm bath bath~feel fresh~ ^^
ate delicious corn n mix vege porridge at home with dear~
as our breunch~ ^^ (breakfast + lunch) ^^
online payment to buy tickets for 4.30pm movie Despicable Me 3D~
yeah luckily got~ ^^

dear drive my kancil to Mid Velley~ =>
evy parking is full but we stil manage to find a nice parking place in short time~ yeah! ^^

saw batik stall n fair at The Garden when we on the way to MV cinema~
stop there for a while looking at a man doing batik~ =>
oh i miss doing batik~ ='<

on the way to cinema..
feel like wana eat some desserts~
cake or ice cream or anything dat is sweet~
haagen daaz..secret recipe..zen..but all so expensive.. =<
yeah yeah~
near cinema~

finally dear bf allowed me to buy Swensen's~ ^^ haha~muakz~
1st time eat Swensen's sundae~ Thin Mint + Cookies 'n Cream~
not bad~jz melt a little bit faster than others~ =/

almost time for movie~
q for buy 1901 hotdogs n Coke~ ^^
hooo...
wen we sit at our theater seat~omg~
side n bac all r malays~they r fasting~
aiiiii~ i dun care!! ><
yum yum yum~ ^^

Despicable Me!!!!! ^^ 2nd time i watch it~
1st time with Claud~
this time 3D with Johnny Sew, my dear bf~ ^^
nice movie~laugh out loud!!! ^^

aft movie~planning to hv dinner but evywhere full of ppl~
almost time to buka puasa~=/

alrite~
at last i suggest we go out fr MV find place for dinner~lik Bak Kut Teh~ ^^
dear suggest Bak Kut Teh at old klang road~

then when almost reach there, dear suddenly shouted:
"arr!!!nearby got one nice taiwan food shop~lets go there~"
hahah~ ^^
den b4 reach there~
dear change his mind again~
we go eat bbq steamboat lo~at restaurant Telephone~ ^^
hehe~1st time we come here~
1st time i hv bbq steamboat at outside with my dear~ ^^
muakz~
n sooooo long time din drink watermelon juice!!! ^v^

happy happy~
dear bf likes the pork meat soooooo much!!! ha~ ^^

lovely day with the lovely one~
muakz~ ^^

[Boutique at Bangsar Village ll is closed n dismantled few days ago~
New Shop will locate at Bangsar JLN Telawi 3,open on mid of October~]

Puasa

2010-08-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

Puasa?
who?
me?
no no...

=P

is puasa time for malays~
n during this month~
is time for us,i mean non-muslim,
to go Pasar Raya Ramadhan n have a look of their food~

^^

me,n my colleagues..
we went to the Pasar Raya Ramadhan this few days..
we already soooo bored of the food at bangsar~

malays food is sooooooooo 'colorful'... =O
n i duno why aft they fasting for so long time...
they will choose to eat those vr heavy food like fried thingy or heavy bake thingy..
very not healthy! ><

ok ok
let c wat i've eat this few days~ =>

** i forgot to take pix of the yummy chicken kebab~ too hungry dy.. =P

Nasi Tomato & Ayam Percik
who say ayam percik tak pedas?! ><

All time favorite-> Onde Onde!! ^^ gula melaka~

i duno wat is the name of this 'kuih'.. =< eat v chicken curry sauce~ =>

i duno the name for this too.. =<

做回自己。。

2010-08-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

昨天做了一个心理测验。。
那答案好像蛮准的。。
你是属于‘双赢’型的情人，你可以在对方身上找到自己所需要的，而且即使你一边热恋，还可以一边照顾友谊。

其中一句敲醒了我：
长时间的爱情热度，不但有害身体，而且容易看不清对方的缺点。

的确。。。
和他在一起超过三年了。。。
很多事情好像都是我做先锋队。。
自己总是积极的那个。。

这几天。。他不在。。
去了外地。。
一通电话，一封简讯都没有。。

回想他要出门那天，我还超紧张地睡不着。。
5点天未亮爬起来，刷牙洗脸后，抓锁匙就驾车去他的家。。
5.30，还好那些看门员让我进公寓的visitor车位泊车。。
照理是要6点过后才能进的。。
连走带跑的去到他的单位。。
开门时他竟然还在半睡眠状态！

[朋友惊讶我敢在凌晨时一个女子驾车出去。。
其实很危险，许多喝醉了的会乱驾车。。。
他没注意到这点。。]

在送他上车后，我回他的房哭了。。
因为要10多天没得见面。。
在他还没进飞机关机前一直信息叮咛他很多东西。。
可他却一封也没回我。。
直到我在驾车去上班时才拨电话来说他要进飞机了。。要关机了。。

他曾说过，在外地那几天我们不会联络。。只因为他觉得电话的额外收费很贵。。

第二天他不在的日子。。
我超想念他的声音。。
一直鼻酸落泪。。

得到的是什么？
毫无音讯，有如人间蒸发。。

想回前几天那么卖力去‘想念’他。。
疯了你！林笨蛋！

“容易看不清对方的缺点”

我静静一个人。。
想着。。
他的确在不合格的边缘了。。。

他只爱小动物。。
以前糖小姐和巧克力小姐还小的时候。。
他多喜欢和它们玩。。
现在，它们都长大了。。
糖喜欢嗅身体，贴靠近人的身体。。
巧克力过动儿，爱跳人的身体。。
他有时会踢走它们，要不就拿鞋子打走它们。。我只能生气地哄几句。。。心里百般不是滋味。。

他明知道自己体重一直增加，却不去克制饮食。。
明知自己随时会得糖尿病。。却不停地摄取高糖分的东西。。
快餐店一定会refill汽水。。

这几天。。
我头脑里有很多想法。。

我要回自己的生活。。
以前有太多事情都会先顾虑到他。。
以至我什么都做不成。。

我要回自己的生活。。
那天看到同事自己手工做发饰。。心动。。
报纸又刊登有人如何手工制作发饰。。更心动。。
之前剪剩的布，可披成外衣。。却没配件。。心想做几个胸针。。=）

我要回舞蹈的生活。。
每次想要做运动，每次叫他一起去，最后都变成零。。
这次，不管了！
星期二我没做工，晚上我去舞蹈课！
管他有没有去开会还是在家闲着要来找我。。
这次，星期二晚上是属于我和舞蹈发烧友们的时间！！
我要做运动！！

31/8 （二）
国庆日假期我擅自办了gathering。。
我知道他一定有时间陪我。。
可我也想和朋友聚聚会。。
不管！这是我的决定！！

第四天了。。还是没声没息。。
我不理你了。。只希望你快拨电话回来向你的母亲保平安~

心情超不爽~~

2010-07-28T21:24:00.000-07:00

不写不快!!

昨天在云顶和亲爱的男友度过生日..
就在outdoor theme park玩着的时候~
收到了同事的信息...
说为何不告诉她们有一件衣服是要赶着改好的..
说顾客来电骂她们...

我道歉了..
我知道没交代好东西就去玩是我的错..

可是,有没有想过..
星期一她没来店..
星期二来店拿走衣服时..
纸上我可是有注明拜三顾客要拿...
星期一她说不能来店时我应该要告诉她有衣服要赶着改..
可是我没有..是我的错...

可是..拜托..
昨天我请假..况且是我的生日..
能在我回店后再说再骂吗??
我知道你被顾客骂心情不好受..
我也被顾客骂过..
换作是你..在这种情况下,你还有心情玩吗?

我一直回信息道歉..
另一方却一直再继续地轰炸..没有要熄火的意识..
让我昨天玩到真的很不爽...
>=(

Happy n tired day~ =>

2010-07-25T10:13:00.000-07:00

25/07/2010(sun)

9am..
went out fr home..
drive to shell petrol station near my house..
95 oil HABIS..
oki..

9.15am
reached Bangsar shell petrol station.. =)
jz giv 30ringgit to the worker n he help me to fill the oil...

9.25am
park nicely at the car park in front De Gem Bangsar..

9.30am
reached boutique..
make up..
do cleaning stuff..
stitch n shorten customer's dress..
serve customer..

1.45pm
dear lao gong called n ask me to wait him for lunch..
he came fr fo tang aft class..
happy happy.. ^^

2.15pm
dear lao gong reached boutique..
we went to Basil hv our lunch..
dear oni order tom yam sup n cold chinese tea..
n i order pineapple chicken fried rice n hot chinese tea.. =)
den together we walk walk at 2nd flr BV ll.. =)

3.15pm
thanks dear for accompany darling hv the lunch~ love u~ =)
kiss kiss dear lao gong..bye bye~~=>

go to toilet n den bac boutique for work..

the fake eyes lashes really make my eyes so tired..n sleepy.. ><

6pm
rain drizzling...
drive to tmn desa..
traffic damn jam at MidValley roads..

6.30pm
fetch yih jing & pauline..

den wan shan..

all the way to puchong..
holes n bumps alot... >< all bang to it..
i hate raining day..

7.20pm
reached Shabu Shabu Steamboat Puchong..
meet v long time no see miss alot Tammy Lee~ =)
and oso wan sin,yue xin,mei ling,hui li,yu ling~ =>

9.30pm
2nd round at Pappa Rich.. =)

10.45pm
it's time to say bye bye~ =>
the rain stil drizzling!! ><
all the way to bkt jalil highway n den turn to old klang road...
fetch wan shan bac to her house~

den tmn desa..
pauline n yih jing..

den tmn midah..
hui li..

12am 26/07/2010
reached home safe n sound..
my legs numb dy... ><
i duno bang how many road bump n holes..
n duno turn how many U turn..
hooooooooooooo....

anyway..
nice gathering.. =>
we shud hv it evy months... =)
love u all
*meiling yuexin wansin wanshan yihjing pauline huili yuling tammylee* =>

me n long time no see tammy lee,dearest daughter.. =)

at Shabu Shabu

at Pappa Rich

^^
tired n happy day~

yeah yeah

2010-07-22T10:36:00.000-07:00

Yeah~finally~
the new muffins r born!!n eaten by ppl dy.. =D
a bit bit under bake..
a bit bit moisture..

muffins mix ready

flags ready

fresh n hot!!

Taaddddaaaaa!!

Mine

Dear Johnny's muffin

Sad...

2010-07-19T17:56:00.000-07:00

7.30am..
wake n go to the kitchen..excited!!
prepare the muffins tray,the measurement cup,the spatula,the muffins paper cups,the water n a pack of muffins mix..
Preheat the oven with high heat..
Put the paper cups on the tray

7.35am..
Stir the muffins mix with water..
den place the muffins mix into the paper cups..
ok...put inside the oven n turn to 18minutes..

7.50am..
go to study room draw something on the paper..
wana make a small flag n stick on the muffin later..

8am..
bring the paper flag n glue to the kitchen..
wana stick the paper on the toothpicks..
kiiingg klllaaang~~
can u hear the sound of the broken heart?
T.T
i din turn the high heat to low heat...
all the muffins burnt dy.. black black...
i stunned at the muffins...speechless...
T.T tears drop in my heart... T.T
my muffinsssss...
i was so excited to poook the flag on the muffins...
*sob sob*

good bye dear muffins..
-R.I.P-

long time no c,dear blog~

2010-07-12T09:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog...long time no c.. =D ha~

deng la....now is 13/07/2010, 12.30am...
yesterday i tot this time i'll be waiting to watch FIFA world cup final..
Damn it...i was damn blur...
when my sis say Spain win oni i realize i miss the final n damn i remember the wrong date n time!! T.T

ok..watever..
yesterday 12/07 monday..
morning i play wit my stupid dog Ms. Sugar..
dat lady scratch my hands... >< n full v saliva on my hands.. yerr..

12pm,went to Nature's Vegetarian Restaurant at Bangsar v my parents n sister n yin..
i duno went there for how many times in a month..

working..finally the black dress sold! ^^
happy..
hope the customer like it aft alter.. =)

the blind stitching on the dress is done..
jz left the lace part..
weird la..
the lace cant place on the dress nicely... ><

went to grocer aft dinner..
aft Ali said she went to the baking needs section before,
it makes me suddenly feel like wana bake something so uch.. =)
went to that section c c ..
finally bought a box,today bake brownie!! ^^

god bless me...
pls let my brownie grow up nicely n taste yummy.. =)
no hangus pls.. =)

miss my teddy bear

2010-04-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

ooooooo...

i miss my dear..... T.T

A spending money day..

2010-04-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

aft work..
go to Mid Valley with dear~
dear dear wana buy shoes..

aft dear dear bought the shoes..
thinkin wat to eat..

Sushi king?--->banned!!
Sushi Zenmai?-->long long queue... O__O
Pasta Zanmai?-->quite expensive... =/
Nando?-->duwan la...chicken again..

at las..
guess where we go?
TGI Friday..
=__=
dis is my 1st visit to TGI Friday.. =)

i ordered Sizzling Chicken n Cheese RM29.90.. (chicken....)
dear ordered Jack Daniel's Beef Burger RM26.90..
we ordered 1glass of pepsi RM7.90 n desserts Snickers Treat RM3.90.. =)

i jz know,the chicken is too dry..the mashpotato,Chili's nicer..
but i stil manage to finish it.. =)
dear quite surprise.. =D
and,aft we drink pepsi,we shivering lik hell..
alo...my dear,with fat evywhere on his body,oso say cold..
how bout me..
when we walk walk at MV aft dat,freeze!!cant talk..duno y?!

oki..
bout TGI Friday..
we spent almost RM80 over there.. O__O

...OMG!!

tomolo start,bread n water oni...

i need ur help dear

2010-03-24T09:36:00.003-07:00

tonite i need u so much dear~
i wan ur hug ur kiss n ur voice~

aftnoon i din c him n d whole day i keep thinking bout him..

i duno from whr i c this..
they said ppl who horoscope is leo,
it looks lik leo so loyalty to their relationship,
but actually they jz make it as 'responsibility'...

its true..
sometime,i feel so lucky my 1st relationship can meet a guy that so nice care n love to me,dat's u dear..
sometime,i feel lik wana get into another guy in dis world..i wana try but i feel so guilty to u dear..

i need u dear to pull me away fr dis dirty thinking....
i still love u dear.....i swear...

Finally it sold~

2010-03-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

today mornin drive the little V to shop~
when want to drop my mum to open the shop b4 i find parking~
i almost bang to the car that park at the roadside~
too fast i turn the car in to stop at the roadside~
as usual~i get scold like hell~~

n i realize~
when i drive~if i thinkin something or getting blur~
my mind gone blank~
n i feel like the car controlling me...
i will only drive straight straight~
=S scary~

Reached dad's shop early in the morning~
help them to do 'opening' for shop~
on the lights,arrange the 'bao'......
the weather make me sweat lik hell..

2pm oni work..
aft evything done...
jz 11am...
help mum pack the salty nut for customers...
give a sign for the man who sent the delivery order..yeah, the costumes i bought fr online arrived! =)
aft dat, zzz..

1pm make up..
1.30pm go to work, dad fetch me to BV ll by riding motorbike~
pity my dad...the skin getting darker n darker bcos of sunburn.... ='(
soli dad, thanx dad i love u~ =')

reached boutique, so surprise Vion was there~ =o
then start the yellow sequins sewing again...
thinkin next week we all sur wil rush lik hell.....

during break time~
ate at aunty stall again....
whr else?
all food at Bangsar Village area either expensive or not nice... ><
went to Rock Corner...
Bought Owl City's Limited Deluxe Edition Album ~
Love him so much~ =) Talented singer~

at nite~
a customer bought the balloon dress that the beading is sew by me~ ^^
Happy happy~ =)

when bac to dad's shop aft work..
an ambulance stop in front the shop..
a woman who doin massage by the blind at the center above my dad's shop was having heart problem..
heard that she cant wake up..
aft the nurse rush up to save her, she's fine..
ppl surrounding the ambulance, looking at the staircase..
wan to see who is the woman..
those 38 pp including me n my mum..haha~
at last the woman manage to walk down by herself..her husband walkin at her side caring her.. =)

drive the car back home~wondering when i dare to drive the car alone.. =/

wish tomolo will be a better day~ =)

What A DAY!!

2010-03-01T09:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday 1st of March...

5.30pm..
i went to bath bath~
the day vr grey..

i din know it wil so fast started to rain..
so juz bath vr quick n run out fr the shower room~
scare kena sot maaa... =P

sit together with my sisters at living room...
keep 'tiao dian'...
whole house dark dark...
3 of us keep cover our ears...
non stop heavy thunder...
but the rain stop dy... o_O
the sound of thunder jz lik on the battlefield...
here bomm there bomm...
i called it,
Keep farting but cant poo out...
yea wat...thunder thunder but no rain at all...
we cover the ears lik more than 15min!!!
hands n ears oso pain!! ><
Scary thunder~

6pm started to rain sooo heavy~
heavy wind blow~
poor Sugar n Pepper~
wet wet n scare~

den finally the heavy rain stop aft 1hr~
7pm,was on the call with dear~
suddenly my younger sis scream sooooo loud!!
LAO SHU!!!!

the battle begin~
3 of us so busy wana catch the rat~
oki wat to do..
--the rat ran into the toilet..
--boon faster close the toilet door...
wat to do wat to do?!
--ask Sugar came into the house..
--push Sugar into the toilet
(as our experience, evy dog in my house b4 know how to catch rat..)
--finally Sugar smell it,find it, n chase it..
--inside toilet bing bing bong bong..
once the rat ran out fr a little hole of the toilet door,
crooss my sis legs, as u know, SCREAMMM!!
den the rat ran bac into the toilet thru dat hole again.. =/
AGAIN
--inside toilet bing bing bong bong again..
--den silent..
--the rat stuck inside a bottle..
--it dunno how to REVERSE.. =/
it is kinda cruel...
i bring the hot water~
--my sis pour the water to it...
--the rat try to run but cant..
3times hot water..
the battle stil not end..
stupid me bring the Baygoon(cockroach killer)..
--my sis spray to it..
at last,
=Baygoon cant kill a rat=
aft a while..
--my sis open the door again..
--the rat gone!!
--it ran out to the kitchen..
i used bloom,my sis used the ben dou hit the rat..
--the rat ran into a corner..
--i faster stuck it wif a box..
where is Sugar?good question..
dat stupid dog dunno where is the rat..
until we pull it near the box oni she knows.. ><
n..
we realise that,
DIS STUPID DOG DUNO HOW TO BITE THE RAT!!
New Army!
so!
we pulled Pepper,the old General.. =)
--we let go the box,the rat ran out..
--'BITE'!!
Good Job Pepper, wat a full experience oldie.. =)

MS. BROWN SUGAR!!
u break the record!!
THE ONLY DOG THAT SCARE TO BITE RAT IN LIM DOG FAMILY!! ><

oki,8pm,Rat Battle over..
n the lights oso getting darker...
like a drama jz finish n the lights turn off...
turn off?
arr...
seriously turn off!!
NO ELECTRICITY!!!

WAT THE F***!!!
so dramatic??!

we sweating like hell aft battle!! ><

arrrrrr~~ T.T

in the dark...
had my candle light dinner with my sis... =/ eeewww...

the nite finally bcome normal aft 1 1/2 hrs..
9.30pm..finally everything bac to normal... ><
n i nid to bath again...><

-Happy n Pain Day-

2010-02-04T10:38:00.000-08:00

Y happy n pain?
let me tel u..
of cos i've to tel u.. who else? ><

Early morning~
So excited wana wear my new high heel bought fr Sometime Boutique..
aft wear shoes straightly go into the car..
when reached daddy's shop~
get down fr the car..
arrr...my legs... ><
this shoes sucks!!
it hurts my legs!!! ><
PAIN #1

Reached boutique..
aft unlock the boutique n clean the mirror and glasses..
go to 7-11 wana buy breakfast...
blank.. O__O
y dun hv the breads that i like??!!
>< suan liao...
go to bangsar village I village grocer buy breakfast..
damn it the damn far distance is killing my legs... ><
PAIN #2

bac to boutique...
continue my work...replacing beading on VIP's blouse... T.T
J came..pass us some new blouse for VIP...
took something den bac to workshop~

few minutes later....

'ring ring..'
(thinking: bad sign)
..
Shnt told me J 4got to pass us somethin..
ask me to go downstairs take it...
ToT my legs again...
PAIN #3

YEAAHHH!!!!
Payment Cheque arrived!!!! ^^
how i wish i can get confirm as soon as possible.. T.T
already 3 more months...i wan my basic salary increase... ><
but anyway, got Cheque now!!!later bank in.. =)
HAPPY #1

nightmare break time...
hv to bank in cheque @ Public Bank
hv to accompany Shnt to bank in cheque @ Maybank
hv to pay Phone bill @ post office...

ok...
Public Bank-->Maybank
-->McD-->Pos Office
-->bac to BV II....
my legs.....somebody pls break it... T_T
PAIN #4

.
.
. Working
.
.

6.30pm dear come to fetch me...
**kiss kiss**
so long time din kiss my dear bf...
4 days.. =P
HAPPY #2

together gether walk walk v dear @ MV..
tot wana buy ties for dear..
but not many nice ties @ G2K...
choose 2 dy but 1 got tarred...aiks..
at las din buy..

Go to Little Penang Cafe hv our dinner..
eeww....
band dis cafe dy...
the food not nice.. ><
but happy cos can eat dinner with dear...
long long time din eat together.. ={

^^ den go to Charles n Keith c the bag dat i wan to buy it...
dear dear said nt nice to me.. =[
so choose other design lo...
no matter wat i wan to buy a bag bac to my house today!!! ><
yeah finally!! bought a Nude color bag!! ^^ RM 159.90~
HAPPY #3

alot of happy things jz cover the pain under my legs..
dear's hand give me the strength to walk further~
poor dear's hand let me hold so tide..
but...without dear..i think my legs sure cramp n i gotta cry at MV..
Love u dear.. =)

weird guy

2010-01-30T10:40:00.000-08:00

Last Wed..
i went to public bank@brickfield to take out some $ fr ATM..
b4 i left..a guy, a PB person asked me something..
about Ladies account, to take some money fr saving account n save it at ladies account..
n bla bla bla got insurance oso..
dat time i jz wana ignore him,
so jz tel him dat i quite rush of time..
so he jz ask me somethin,i 4got wat the hell he asked dy..
n i replied him dat my dad's shop jz near by..
mayb nx time oni discuss the account thingy..

ok..

Thurs..
he came to my dad's shop had lunch with his colleague n he saw me at there...
n then...
b4 i go to work...
once again..
i go take money fr ATM again..
(ok ok...i know...i used alot of money lately)
fewww...b4 i go to the atm machine there..
yah... he is nt there...
arrrr....aft i take receipt,he's there again!!
ok...
the exit door is at his side..
no matter how i gotta pass by him...
><
dis tm again he blocked me again...
ok ok...
i seriously vr rush of time cos 30minutes mor i gotta work..
to let him dun bother me anymor..
ok..
i sit down n listen the details of the account..
b4 i left,he asked for phone number..
i tot jz the person n customer contact..
so jz give him..
actually shud i?

den when i work at boutique..
he started msg-ing me...
ask me some personal living question bla bla bla...
how long i've been dating with my bf..
how is my nite life?
....many more...
at 1st i jz tot lik conversation between fren...
so jz answer..
he jz lik survey-ing me! ><

until..

Fri..
we chat in msg oso..
n i oso told him dat at nite my bf gotta send me home..
i duno wat the hell he thinkin..
he msg me,
Tonight i pick u up, wan anot? =)
wat the f*ck...
i already told him my bf gotta get me dat nite!! ><

weird guy!!
luckily Sat whole day he din msg me..
once again he disturb me he sure cant survive in Brickfield!! ><
u gonna die if u bully me @ brickfield!! >< damn u!

Lately~

2010-01-11T09:17:00.002-08:00

Lately~

i started to count evything i spent~

write it into my book~

my financial book~

Lately~

i jz started to sew some beading on a new dress~

thx to leong for teaching me the way to sew overlappin sequins~

quite like the sequins dat i sew~

jz the center part make me vr headache! ><

Lately~

since i get my salary~

i spent alot~

bought a new ankle boots~

eat nt cheap food~ ><

i've to save money til end of dis month~

hv to spend my money for dating with a dentist end of dis month~ T.T

Lately~

i jz hang out with my little best fren~ ^^ ji mui~ at pavilion~

Pavilion...food expensive..things expensive..parking oso damn expensive~

thx to claudia for drag me to Charles & Keith~fall to it...

><><>

Lately~

keep thinking wat to buy for my little boy's b'day~

think of sooooo many things...

some expensive~some the price ok but seems like sooo xiao qi,bu da fang~ ><

G2000 shirt or pants or tie or belt---> expensive...

Perfume---> expensive...

hmmm... hehe~

just asked my little boy few hrs ago~

ma yin tong or square panty? >=D

haha...i know it...

he dun lik ma yin tong~

he said diu diu fing~ muahaha~ =P

ok...

his colleague gave him a tie dy yesterday..

so,i hv decided,

belt+panty~

wat do u think? =)

Lately~

i gotta tide my belt tide tide~

save money..

life without money is seriously sucks.... ><

$ $

$$ $$$

$ $ $

"money~~~~why u like rich people~~~"

sing by peter davis in movie Sell Out!

^^

2009-10-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

finally~
i gotta start work on next monday lo~ ^^

work as Sales Assistant at Beatrice Looi's boutique at Bangsar Village II~ ^^
wohoo~

lucky lucky~

Finally~

2009-10-03T02:09:00.000-07:00

Finally~
i finished my studies~
3yrs Textile n Fashion Design Diploma course~

now~
i busy clean up my messy room~
thinking how to do portfolio~ =l

Meanwhile~
searching for a job~
part time or full time~

haiz~
i'm lost~

Departures

2009-07-06T18:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday watch dis movie at home with family~

It is nice movie dat evyone shud watch it~

T.T cry lik hell~

^v^ but sometime the actor acting is quite funny~

About the movie:

Daigo Kobayashi (Masahiro Motoki) is a devoted cellist in an orchestra that has just been dissolved and now finds himself without a job. Daigo decides to move back to his old hometown with his wife to look for work and start over. He answers a classified ad entitled "Departures" thinking it is an advertisement for a travel agency only to discover that the job is actually for a "Nokanshi" or "encoffineer," a funeral professional who prepares deceased bodies for burial and entry into the next life. While his wife and others despise the job, Daigo takes a certain pride in his work and begins to perfect the art of "Nokanshi," acting as a gentle gatekeeper between life and death, between the departed and the family of the departed. The film follows his profound and sometimes comical journey with death as he uncovers the wonder, joy and meaning of life and living.

Ppl comment for dis movie:

"Departures is a beautiful and touching film about life and death. The film started with a little humor that had me amused in first hour, then I was slowly drawn into the story that turned to be a very touching and deeply film."

"A profound beutiful film,worthy of it's Oscar award. Masahiro Motoki is perfecy as Daigo and Tsutomu Yamazaki as his mentor. The music is sweet and tender,specially the piece Daigo plays on the open field,awesome. This movie is pure beauty,an elegant and very emotional tale about life and death,with a few very funny moments,and one of the few perfect endings I've ever seen! Another great masterpiece from Japan! "

Cant wait!!

2009-06-17T18:22:00.000-07:00

~ignore the date~

cant wait dis sat~

wana go times square with darling piang~

thanx to her for selling me a ticket of movie Subaru~

cant wait to c a dance movie~

although it is nt street dance movie~

but got TVXQ inside the movie!!!

they sing the theme song of the movie too!!

BOLERO~

eee~

i got the song here~

go find it~

cant wait to c the whole cinema is full with cassiopeia(TVXQ fans)~

sur very zhuang guan!!!

the premiere show at penang gurney plaza oso fully book by cassiopeia dy!! ^^

hoho~

TVXQ cool!!

cant wait cant wait~

Design design n design~

2009-06-13T00:54:00.000-07:00

lately~
except design...
wat can i do?

design for Batik Seadragon Layout~
design for Textile design Seadragon Layout~
design for Draping Bubble Layout~
design for PSE Bubble Layout~
design for Breast Cancer Awareness Contest~

Faint~
i'm lost~

i miss u

2009-06-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

i miss u dear~
i miss the day we hug each other n watch tv~
i miss the day we eat dinner together~
i miss the day u at my side~

take good care my dear~
darling miss u~ =)

*muakz*

dance

2009-06-07T23:29:00.000-07:00

ppl who know me know that i love hip hop dance alot~

yesterday i jz had my dance show wif RDS dance team at Bar Club aft 2yrs resting~

so miss the time las time do dance show wif UG~

thanx to Geraldine n Nick for calling me bac for the show~

i miss dance alot~

i wanna bac to dance asap!

it makes me feel so lazy in study dy~damn it!!!

i wan to dance~i duwan to b outdated in dance world again~ T.T

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yesterday~
although i jz perform one dance, Eat U Up~
^^ but at least i'm bac to dance~
hv great n happy fun time clubbing wif my fellow frens~
Amanda, Rebecca, Doi, Joan, CC, Heng, Geraldine, Nick, Hao, 3Bboys~

** 1st time clubbing~me~ =P i'm a good gal le~
Luv u all~hope can dance wif u guys again~ ^^

*peace*

~headache~

2009-05-31T22:51:00.000-07:00

very headache now~

why the feeling bac when i saw u~
i din expect it wil be bac~
i jz wan to c the show~

Now~
u r the one now keep appearing in my mind~
not my bf~

it was so nice see u perform on the stage~
so sad i cant c u perform at the las day~

izit the feeling to my bf lost?
no~
i stil love him~
he busy working for our future~
i cant contact him during he work~
it makes me feel so lonely~

i headache~
i'm not the ppl who wan to fall in two relationship~
or am i?

*ma de so headache*

i hate sem.6

2009-05-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

i hate sem.6~

especially fashion subjects teach by that mother f***king bitch~

the final graduation collection~
4 sets of garments~
we cannot use the fabric bought from the fabric shop~
we hv to use plain fabric n do motif on the fabric no matter u use silk screen printing or batik~
mother F!
at least 12meters~
n the most F thing is~
she said so easily,Soli ar, this semester u all hv to put mor budget la~
wa~
lik we r bank or wat~
if we r dat rich~we won't choose MIA dis F poor facilities sch!!!!!! >__<
summor she tot batik can be done in few hrs izit?
hello!!8meters we take bout 3months to finish!!!
now 12meters in 1month~f bitch!!!
aft dat we hv to do pattern draft n sew the garments~
shit!!!
MIA TEXTILE N FASHION LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!

She said our class is trouble students~
Hello!!!
u just teach us at sem.5 n now sem.6~
other lecturer teach us fr sem.2 until now din complain us anything!!
we know we r talkactive n noisy~
but,we submitt our works on time~
compare wif senior that we know~
we r the class that fr sem.1 til now,
din fail any subject!!din retake any subject!!!

now summor dat mother f bitch wana geh bo in other lecturer works oso!!
she said our textile works not creative at all~
wat the f!
nobody in this world is not creative!!!it's depend how u value that person!!
she said our works r boring nt creative,dat oso lik doubt about textile teachers teaching skill!!!
hello!!
u sit at ur office as the head of fashion dep. for almost 20yrs!!!
u old lady thinking!!
our textile teacher is vr pro in textile~
y u so geh bo wana critic other ppl works!!

grrr!!!
the final sem i tot i can concentrate do mor complicated n fine details works for my final textile collection~
mother f that HEAD wana suffer us til dead~
we suppose to produce 2pcs of 4meter silk screen printing fabrics~
now she wan us to produce more!!! extra 4!!!!
6pcs of 4meter fabric to be print!!!!total 24meters!!!
shit!!
fabric nid to buy~
for printing~
photo emulsion nid to buy~
organza to strentch to the frame nid to buy~
printing paste nid to buy~
i roughly count, it wil cost me bout RM300!!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wana sue her!!!!!
i nid lawyer!!!!!
that mother f bitch mentally kill us!!!!

FUCK U BITCH LAI!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

2009-05-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

10-Year-Old California Girl Battles Breast Cancer

At 10 years old, Hannah Powell-Auslam should be enjoying her last few weeks of fifth grade, playing with her friends without a care in the world.

Instead, the Fullerton, Calif., girl is battling stage IIA breast cancer, also known as invasive ductal carcinoma, KCAL-TV reported.

Young children and adolescents have just a 0.1 percent chance of developing breast cancer, said Dr. Cynara Coomer, a breast surgeon at Mount Sinai Hospital in New York City and FOX News Health contributor. It's even rarer for a child to develop invasive ductal carcinoma, which is considered to be an adult cancer.

“Most of the cancers that adolescents would get are different, and it’s known as juvenile secreting neoplasm,” Coomer told FOXNews.com Thursday. “(Invasive ductal carcinoma) is the type we see in adults because it’s from estrogen stimulation.”

Last month, Hannah’s father Jeremy Auslam told the San Gabriel Valley Tribune in California that the situation felt “surreal.”

“We can’t be the only ones,” he told the newspaper.

Hannah was diagnosed in April after she complained of itching in her left breast and her mother noticed a lump, according to the Tribune.

Her parents took her to the doctor, and a small portion of the lump was sent away for tests. No one suspected breast cancer.

"They told me it was not breast cancer, because breast cancer does not happen to children," Hannah’s mother, Carrie Auslam, told the Tribune.

But the tests revealed otherwise: The tumor had grown around the blood vessels in Hannah’s breast.

“I didn’t really know what cancer was,” Hannah said. “I just kept crying and couldn’t stop.”
Coomer, who has not treated Hannah, said the girl’s prognosis is excellent: Her chance of a five-year disease-free survival is 85 percent.

On May 7, Hannah had a "simple left breast mastectomy," according to her Web site, OurLittleSweetPea.com.

So how did Hannah get breast cancer at such a young age?

“Usually there is a genetic disposition,” Coomer said. “That’s usually the case for young woman who develop breast cancer. She may carry the breast cancer gene.”

If she doesn’t carry the mutated BRCA gene, Coomer said there is another scenario that could have led to the diagnosis at such a young age.

When girls go through puberty and are developing breast tissue, the cells in their breasts are undergoing rapid divisions, she said.

Therefore, the cells are more likely to be damaged by cancer-causing agents and environmental exposures that can lead cells to change into cancer cells, she added.

“In regards to not creating hysteria, cancer in adolescents is small, but if you find a lump you should have it checked out,” Coomer said. “Most of the time it will be benign. And one of the ways young girls can lower their risk is for parents to promote healthy lifestyles — avoiding cigarettes and alcohol, exercising and eating a healthy diet.”

Being Model, again~

2009-05-09T01:27:00.000-07:00

~Wedding gown designed by senior Priscilla~

While waiting the accessor...

Another model, Ms. Lim Li Pien~

My dear classmate~

Wearing Casual wear designed by senior Beatrice~

My dear Ah Piang..can u pose better while taking pix?

speechless...

hmmm~~ better~~

My @RT W0RKS

2009-05-09T00:56:00.000-07:00

~ 1st evening dress~

::designer::ME::

~front&side~

~back~

~1st wedding gown~

::designer::ME::

~front~

~side~

~fashion design final assessment::wedding~

~fashion design final assessment::icon:Boa Kwon & Halle Berry:lingerie wear~
~fashion design final assessment::icon:Halle Berry & Victoria Beckham:lingerie wear~

~fashion design final assessment::icon:Kate Moss:lingerie wear~

Soli no pix for textile design assessment n works~

Cos it is sucks!! >__<

Killing myself

2009-05-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

finally my sem.5 final assessment over~
having my two weeks holiday now~

but~
in this two weeks!i'm not allow myself to relax at all!!
(suffering myself)
sem6 is final sem in my study for Textile n Fashion Design!
i've to work hard for it!!!
sem5 artworks have to present during sem.6 final assess as graduation artworks~
shit is my sem.5 works all r rushing works~
all r shits!!!!

i just satisfied with my draping evening gown oni~n textile design paper works~

about my sem.5 works~

mydraping evening gown oso have problem at the zip part~sew wrong dy~
but if wear on the model is quite ok~
even lecturer oso said it's vr nice n sew vr PROFESSIONALITY!!! haha! ^^
i love it~if my bust get bigger than it wil be my size exactly~ ^^ hehe~

the 1st wedding gown~
rushing work~
overall is ok~
but i cut abit fabrics dy~
make the empire part vr tide~
even myself hv to tarik nafas den oni can zip up~aft that i feel lik i cant breath!! >__<
summor the wedding gown is damn heavy!!!!!
n aft i have a look my illust than oni i realize that i 4got to sew strap!!!wat the!

Batik 2 pieces 4meter~
i reali fed up~
almost graduate dy my batik technique stil suck!!!!
i want to attend any batik workshop!!!

Printing 2pieces 4meter~
i wan to cry~
i bought 2pieces 4meter dark color fabrics~
1 is black and another is dark purple~which match my design~
f***!!!!1st piece black color!i tried so hard to print yellow n light purple on the fabric~
end up the color cant pop up~
the color is just fade~
heartbreak~
lecturer said my satin silk fabrics is too much of polyester~that's y the color cant print on the fabric~
the color just lik shadow on the fabric!!F***!!!
For 2nd piece~
i throw my dark purple fabric to a side~
i bought another 4meter white fabric to print~
now the color can c clearly~
but f*** the design cannot join during print~shit~
fed up!!!!
i'll force myself to touch up it during dis holiday!!!!!

now~
i've to find a local brand n an international brand info~
design a collection for both brand~
for local brand, i've to sew 4 sets of garments.
summor i got one more wedding gown to sew~shit!!!
god give me mor hands n legs pls!!n time!!!
i'll die again in sem.6~

for textile design~
i've to design again for printing n batik~

MIA study life kill ppl~
if we juzt hv fashion mayb is ok~
but now we hv textile oso~
both oso major credit~
both oso important~
both oso take long time to finish works~
both oso nid to finish in just less than 4 months!!!!

my body wil break!!!seriously~
i need a vacation aft graduate!!!
i need a spa aft graduate!!!

*i'll post my artwork pix soon*

Copy fr email~Chinese must read!!

2009-03-18T22:34:00.000-07:00

sooo long~~

这是我在当今大马看到的一篇帖子~个人看了后很有些赞同的感悟~作者的网名叫dragonboy如果有谁认识他~帮我谢谢他写了这么一篇好的文章~也转达下我对于没经过作者同意就转贴他的文章感到抱歉~谢谢

我的家，在马来西亚，我的人，住在前南非.
马来西亚(Malaysia)政府不停的责备挑剔的为难以色列(Israel)，
不断的向世人谴责以色列人欺压巴勒斯坦人，
甚至直到今天不准许马来西亚人民到以色列去。
但是，今天马来西亚马来政府切不断实行种族隔离政策。
当他们不断责难以色列时，真正目的是为了掩饰他们的边缘化政策。

几十年前，当我小的时候，父母亲从外国回来，Passport 放在桌子上。
我就很好奇的打开来看，就问爸爸，Passport这里面写的是什么？
爸爸告诉我说，我们马来西亚人民什么国家都可以去，
只是共产党国家和以色列及南非不准去，因为共产党要控制我们的国家，
所以我们不可以和他们来往及和好。

我就很好奇的跟爸爸说，那么说以色列和南非也是共产党。
爸爸对我说，南非和以色列不是共产党国家，只是因为马来西亚政府不认同他们国家政策，
因为他们的政府尤其是南非，种族主义非常强，种族隔离政策来对付黑人族群。

在南非，白人少数族群控制著大多数黑人族群，
白人住的地方，黑人不可住、
白人读书的学校，黑人不可读、
白人卖东西的地方，黑人不可买、
白人驾车撞到黑人，应该的，
但是黑人撞到白人，不跑的话，一定被白人打到死，不死的话，却被关起来、
白人做高官，黑人不可以、
白人说错话做错事，这是因为技术性问题、
但黑人说出不公平的事实的真相，切被警察关起来，
因为是黑人要挑拨种族冲突，制造种族仇恨，还有许多许多……?

我就继续问爸爸，为什么会这样?
因为这是他们白人的特权，几百年前所规定下来的特权，不能改，不能变，黑人不可以提起，因为这是特权。

爸爸很自豪的又对我说，
马来西亚是个民主国家，领袖们都是很正义，所以不允许这样不公平的事情发生在二十世纪，这种不人道的事绝对不应该发生在今日的世界。

我还记得很清楚，小小年纪的我，
第一次我觉得我是马来西亚人而感到无限的光荣。
我还立志，长大後要做军士来保护我所敬爱的马来西亚，
就好像黄明志所强调的，我爱我的国，有国才有家，有家才有我。

几年过後，我从华小进入了国中，简称马来学校。
在这6年的时间里，我开始体会和学会了什么叫著特权。
虽然90%的学生是华人，10%是马来人和印度人，但在这里我被间接的引导或训练成一只很听话的狗，土著之上的政策、马来人之上的政策。
6年在马来学校里，100%的政府奖学金或补助金都给了马来人，难道就没有贫穷的华人和印度人吗?
在学校团体主席位必须留给土著或早已被校方安排好的土著人选。
没有马来人积极参与的团体很大的可能将不会被学校注重。

当时，大山脚有一间我们中学时代所羡慕的马来学校Science School,
在那里，有一流的设备和老师，当时最让我们羡慕的是那里读书的马来人，
每一个月都有政府所给的零用钱。
还有每次我们跟他们比赛足球时，他们一身都穿著最新的足球衣，我们切没有。
比赛后他们有冷气巴士在等侯，我们却要搭脚车或等破旧不准时的Bus Mara回家。
这叫土著特权，因为他们是马来人，他们必须被帮助坐BMW冷气巴士回家，而我们也没钱，必须自己想办法吃自己踏我的BMX回乡村Berapit的小家。

讲到足球，小时候看国家队比赛，很精采有华人苏金安，印度人Arumugum和马来人莫达，但现在看国家队比赛，全都是马来人，偶尔会有一个印度人。
为什么土著之上政策後，华人和印度人变成都不会踢足球吗?
为什么土著之上政策後，耗资近一亿马币上太空旅游的一定是马来人而不是非马来人。
不是的!因为我们不可争，一切都已被安排好了，记得白人和黑人的故事吗!
难怪马来西亚足球队现在变成是东南亚最爱吃鸡蛋的国家队。
可悲!

还记得大学先修班时，班上有个半土著的人(父亲是华人，母亲是马来人)告诉我，为什么你要每天这么努力读书，不懂得享受人生。
但是这个不努力也成绩不很好的半土著皮肤半黑的白人过后轻易进入大学，而我们这些拼命读书的黄皮肤的黑人有很多进入不了本地大学，
因为别人的妈妈是土猪族的传人，我们的妈妈是龙的传人。
这就是土族特权而不是龙族特权的时代。

现在的教育制度更可怕，偷学邓小平的一国两制。
这些教育官僚怕被外国人取笑，因为以前马来人考输华人也可进大学，华人切不可以进大学，这样做的话有点说不过去。
所以这些官员也学会怎样掩饰土著，想出了在中学或高中的时候把土著和非土著隔离，然後考不一样的考试，再加入了课外活动的积分制，顺理成章的把大部份土著送进大学。

3/12/07世界银行指出，大马高等学府通过不同管道包括大学预科班、大马高级学校文凭、大学基础课程来录取学生、造成人民质疑政府是否落实绩效制。
原始人制度这种制度我称为原始人制度，因为在原始人时代只要那些能跑能打的人就是天下无敌，而那些有创意和智商的人必须听从能跑能打的人。

就好像假如今天大学有一个医学位，
有一个华人每科科学都考得全国最好，但是课外活动只属于一般。
而一个马来人科学每科都考得算好，但是不算最好，可是课外活动一流。
在原始人制度下谁会被选进入就读呢?
答案是课外活动一流的马来同胞选为医生，因为他比较能跑能跳而不是拥有专业的知识。
这就是为什么今天很多国家不再承认我国的医学位了。

事实上，原始人制度这些年来出现了太多问题。有许许多多的原始人半专业人士如马来律师、会计师和工程师无法和非马来人专业人士竞争。
所以一些原始人制度下受惠的马来官员又想出更妙的方法，把企业固打原始化，回到古老的原始人方式按人头来分配财富和工作，而不是按能力来分配工作。
如所有要和Maybank来往的商人必须要用原始人律师而不是专业律师、所有上市公司或将上市的公司必须按土著和非土著比例来聘请员工。
这是一个极危险性的动作，直接把国家竞争能力减到最低，而快速的把土著30%经济蛋糕在十到十五年之间快速转移达到70%，从非马来人手中用合法性夺取所有的资金和国家资源。
这些官员实在历害，把新经济政策的30%变成按土著和非土著比例70/30的政策，这说明了他们的胃口已经不按部就班的变大许多，让有钱的小拿破仑土著更有钱，然後来控制非土著和大部份的贫穷土著。

过去，我们的许多朋友高中毕业後都跑到新加坡去了，因为那里的政府爱惜人才，把国家辛辛苦苦栽培十多年的人才都拿去了。
但是自从我们爱拔短剑的教育部长从中国回来後也学会这一招，开始承认独中生，所有华文好的独中生都被政府接受成为老师，但是条件就是这些独中生只可以到马来学校教马来人华语而不是到缺少千千万万华文老师的华小教书。
还有更可怕的是现在马来西亚也开始承认中国大学华文系，因为这些从北京大学回来的大学生都必须到马来学校教书而非华小。
到时马来小学生学的是纯正中国北京中文系华语，而华小学生学的是像我这样的Kampung乡村华语，因为上梁不正下梁歪。

我想告诉马华的领袖，你们的良心在那里，你想骗华社骗到几时，难道这就是你们争取给华社的功劳。
每一年华社捐给独中的钱多过你们马华捐给华小的钱，现在你们马华却要反回来做巫统的走狗，把一流的独中生调到马来学校去，把华社多年养大的母鸡送给土著。
我更看不过眼的事你们马华眼睁睁的看著马来官员把一大堆不懂华语而能力很差马来学校都不要的老师调到华小来，让他们教我们天真无邪的孩子。

黄明志事件你们只会叫明志道歉，更惨的是民政有些领袖还说明志的不是。
明志道歉过後情况更惨，被5名马来部长每天不断的攻击，又喊又杀！好像明志犯了偷天大罪。
现在这5名马来部长突然间静了下来，给人的感觉以为他们很大方，不再追究。
事实上，他们再追究下去的话，天下最大的笑话将会在马来西亚发生，
原来我们的国歌是改编印尼的情歌Terang Bulan。
这次真的是Malaysia Boleh!
为什么马华现在没有叫5个马来部长向明志道歉呢！
你们可以改编，他就是不可以，这话到底要怎么讲。
我再一次只能说：Malaysia Boleh！大马能！

马华的领袖，尤其是那个大小通吃的刘一端，你们玩够了没有。
以前你们告诉华社，叫我们在大选支持你们给你们机会。
所以上一次大选，所有华社都支持你们，你们在槟州以及全国各地都取得辉煌的成绩，但你们给了华社些什么?
为什么你们对马六甲华人赶尽杀绝。
为什么小小的前武拉必州议员如刘一端，以前只是普通的MPSP政府人，在椰树下和我们一起长大，为什么现在在短短的时间里，可以住进数以百万的屋子。
各位武拉必的华人，大山脚的华人，槟城的华人，全世界几百万到外国工作和已经移居到国外的马来西亚和新加坡的华人，
我们已经被马华领袖玩够了，他们是大汉奸，多年来出卖民族的大走狗，
我们不可再靠马华，因为50年前，马华的意思是代表马来西亚的华人，
但是50年後，马华的意思是代表马来人的化身。

让我们自己来改写华人历史，跟他们讲No的时候。因此今天华社必须重新整合，唤醒所有黑眼睛，黑头发黄皮肤龙的传人
。不要小看25%的华人，事实上我们是可以左右大局的，
只是我们已被马华、民政以及人联党分散了力量。
我们没有一个中心领袖，所以四分五裂。
但是我想告诉大家，不要忽略了社团领袖，不要忘记了华总和董教总。
过去我们找错了方向，以为马华和民政可以带领我们，
但是我们已经给了他们50年的时间，已经证明一个事实，
他们出卖了华人，马六甲猪农事件和星州日报槟城高级记者陈云清扣留事件已经证明这一切，
答案只有两个字[无能]。
我个人在送八个字[政党协商，越协越伤]。
现在华人必须把方向调整和重新整合，把力量集中在全国各地各社团领袖，把华社的力量凝聚在董教总，因为历史见证他们从来没有离弃过华社。
这些社团领袖必须互相配合和推动，设立提升你们的WebBlog布落客，
过去你们召开会议叫华人参与出席的Meeting已经过时。
你们每次召开的会议都很少人出席，这并不代表华社不支持你们，而是每个人都很忙，很多人现在还要做两份工来维持生活。
所以设立网站如Malaysia Today，Malaysia kini和自由媒体(www. thefreemedia.com)是所有社团的当务之急。
因为年轻人都是在网站和YouTube看新闻。然後各社团在把力量分散到各华社各基层，一种声音和一种中心思想，
最後在大选来临时决定把25%的选票投给谁。

以前流行选党不选人，但是现在必须变成跟著大部份的社团领袖，
他们大部份社团选谁，我们跟著他们选谁，
这样无形中社团将会主导整个华社，政党为了得到支持，必须被动的顺著整个华社的意愿和路线前进。
就好像叶亚来的时代，华人不需要任何政党，但华人需要的是社团精神领袖。
但是现在我们跟著马华走，50年总结论告诉我们，死路一条，没有得选。

一直以来，很多人认为华人最不合作。
在第二次世界大战，日本人以为只需要一年里面就能轻易取下整个中国，
因为他们认为华人最不合作，像留一刀这样的走狗很多。
但是他们错了，最後他们发现中国人当遇到种族危机时，将会出奇的超合作。
所以日本攻打中国八年都无法拿下一半的中国。
因为海外华人和中国人太合作了，最後日本军在中国伤亡最多。

早期在北海Raja Uda，一个没有穿制服的警员在没有表明身份及出示警证的情况下，
试图以手铐将一名见义勇为前来阻止警员取走货物的华裔青年铐捕并当场亮枪。
他的行径惹恕了周围的群众将他牢牢的围住。
像这样的事，以前很多人只是看热闹，
但是今天华人真的团结起来了，几百个人一起来保护被欺负的同胞。
还让我觉得最钦佩的是站出来的当中有许多是见义勇为妈妈级的女士。
身为华人的我，为今天的事感到无限光荣，华人终于察觉到合作的重要性。
女士们，站出来吧，你们是马来西亚版的花木兰。
就好像马六甲猪农事件，站在最前方的也是你们这些木兰军。

**笔者本来以为马华州议员和我天真小龙孩一样有崇高的理想及信念。
直到我见过了留一端这个冷血怪人，看到了他对大山脚人所作所为，处处用权力来迫压武拉必人。
我本身也领教过了。
为了正义，我武拉必人曾站出来，但是这个冷血怪人为了个人的利益，处处用权力来打压我，迫压我，抹黑我。
我在此声明，从小在武拉必长大的我是不会轻易向没有真理的事低头的。
是你启发我动笔写了这篇文章。
是你让我知道我们华人要靠自已，自己再不站出来的话，让你这些马华冷血怪人帮我们伸张正义是不可能的。
虽然我的华语不好，但这已经不重要了，因为我小龙孩已动笔了，我所见到的每一个和我从小一起在武拉必草场吃喝玩乐的朋友都看不惯你们政治人物了！
我们大山脚武拉必人一合作，你就完蛋了！
为了正义，一直很怕死的我都不再顾虑性命安危了！
我知道写这篇讲真话的文章，我会被大马警察捉起来关在没有人知道的地方。
为了大马中华民族下一代，这已对我来说已并不重要！因为我身上永远流著的是龙的血，还有全世界中华民族都拥有一颗闪亮的龙的心！
武拉必人将带领大马哭打制走向世界，让全世界人知道哭打制背后的杀伤力及破坏性。

笔者本身只在武拉必华小学过六年纪的华语，所以我的华语是Kampung乡村华语，请别见怪。
因为我认为每一个华人在这个时候必须学印度人整合起来，很多不满马华的本身党员也必须从新整合，勇敢的站出来，说出你们心中的不满，投靠好的领袖。
马华也有好的领袖如张天赐和翁诗杰，他们对华社的贡献，我们有目共赌。各社团领袖在这个关健时刻也多开会来达到共识。
还有不要忘记在马来西亚有许多贫穷的华人，马来人和印度人需要我们的协助。
最後我必须在这强调，我们不是反政府，民主制度下，人民就是老板，我们是有权力来选政府。
【人民本身就是政府，我们热爱这个国家和敬爱与效忠国王，但我们并不是一定要效忠于国阵】。

我们只是和年轻人黄明志一样，说出事实的真相。
我们不是反对马来人，因为他们大多数是我的朋友。
我们和其他98%的马来人和其他马来西亚人一样，只是反对富贫固打制。
我们只是反对2%的朋党官僚。
我们只是要让所有的华人知道，不要再怕像刘一端这样的领袖，虎假虎威，只会欺压华人，
在马来人面前是一条应声狗，马来人的走狗，华人的汉奸，结合马来人高官来欺压大山脚华人。
大山脚斗母宫事件，是你和Mpsp政府人策划的。
你不要告诉我你不知道，不要忘记你是什么身份出身，
在你还没有当官前，你是和他们Mpsp一伙的。

年轻人黄明志都站出来了，全国印度同胞都万人大集会了。
压力越来越大的华人合作起来吧！
我们要的是最基本的人权和公民权力！
哭打制是行不通的！

[怕]只会让我们变成脆弱,
[怕]只会让这一代大马华人变成下一代历史罪人。
华人现在养的母鸡是幸苦劳动回来的。不是骗来的，不是抢来的，别人没有来抢，已经偷笑了。保护我们自己的母鸡，是我们最基本的权力。
请不要再分糖果(5年慢性毒药)给我们了，我们要的是明文规定做为马来西亚人的保障。
我们压倦了政党斗争时常拿华小来开山谈判。
政商不分家，已把马来西亚弄得一团糟。
现在政治与教育不分家，已把大马教育变成了国阵的政治筹码，回头看看新加坡的教育程度吧！
假如现在的制度没有改，当我老时，我的孙子会问我:
公公，为什么当你还有能力带爸爸离开马来西亚时，你却没有这样做，现在我们已成为2%贪官领袖的奴仆，已没有能力离开了。
也许我的子孙永远不知道，这个时候的我，没有离开是因为我爱这里，
这里是我的家，
有我童年踏BMX的回亿，
有我童年时和马来人与印度人踢足球的回亿。

我爱马来西亚，在这个时刻，
我还是对它抱著希望和期待。
既然我的父母的爱选择在此地生下了我，
我也要和其他武拉必华人以及所有大马华人一样的爱，最后也选择死在这片土地上，因为我永远爱马来西亚！
这里是我的家我的生命！
我爱马来西亚！但马来西亚还爱我吗？

以前非州有个南非！
50年来，国阵巫统马华民政把大马(大家的马来西亚)改造成马非(马来人和非马来人)之国！
在这个国阵体制长大的我最後只能用三个字来形容：
生病了！
我的家，正在大马！
我的人，住在种族隔离的马非！
我梦想有一天这个国家会站起来，人人生而平等！

Sleepy~~

2009-03-04T18:26:00.000-08:00

*yawn*

4.30am~
study room~

with lots of MODA competition sketches~
color pencils~
A4 papers~
an empty cup that filled coffee b4~
peanuts biscuits~
and a doggie that keep on looking at me~

Aunty Sugar!!!y u soooo active liao de??!not lik patient at all!!
go to sleep la u!DeRRR!! >__<

beh tahan liao~
poooff~~crawl into the bed!! >__<

stupid doggie soo active at that time~
keep disturbing me~

Arr~go out la~

ZZZ

6.45am~
the stupid dog came into the room n jilat my leg!!!
n this is how she wake me up~
haiz~~

Poor Sugar~

2009-03-03T19:01:00.000-08:00

My little doggie~Sugar~

had her 1st yr b'day yesterday~

the day b4 her b'day~
7.30pm starts she cannot eat cannot drink~

the day on her b'day~
early morning 8am she was sent to the hospital~

she had her 1st operation~
i dunno wat it call in english~
阉~

at nite wen i bac home~
so pity she looks soooo tired and blur~
it is the 1st time i saw her so quiet~
normally she wil chase u play with u~crazy!
[bcos she just had operation,we let her come into the house and sleep at living room~]

today morning wen i wake~
i go to visit her~
hmm..
she looks pretty well dy~
started to play with people dy~ ^^
good!
and summor pee pee at living room!
Ar!

hope my little puppy sugar will get well soon~
and let her stay outside again! >__<
her lovely swing is out there~

Headache!!

2009-01-27T01:35:00.000-08:00

1st of all~
HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR!! ^^

having one week holiday~
din go anywhere~
staying at home~
facing the tv~
facing two sisters~
facing the computer~
facing the damn maid~

sometime go to my dear's house~

headache~
one week will pass so fast~

my artworks!!
damn!!
the wedding gown design~
i din done any board yet!

-customer profile
-venue board
-inspiration board
-styling board
-swatch board

i choose myself as the customer~
mean i'm the designer and oso the customer~
J is right, she said, if u r the designer n oso the customer~
u wil hv a lot of opinion n problem~
u will keep changing ur mind~
but if the customer is other ppl~
ur design hv to stick to wat THAT CUSTOMER want!

haiz~
that's wat i facing now~
at 1st~
i wan beach wedding~
when i show my work to lecturer~
she rejected all my works~
she said my character shud b mor avant-garde~
it is not suit to me~

redo all the work~

now~
i wan unique~
i wan black wedding gown!
break the ruleZ!
>___<

wat kind of design i wan?

where shud i hv that wedding?

my head is stuck dy!too many details nid to know make my brain wana explode dy!!
>__<>

WAKE UP SHERENE LIM!!!U SHIT!!

No eye see!!!F***!!

2009-01-20T18:03:00.000-08:00

昨晚与父母从外头回家，车子就快抵达家门时，看到眼前发生车祸（就在我家前交通灯处），一巫籍男人手持铁棒步回自己车子（应该是看到我们的车子吧），然后空手走向后头碰撞到他的车子（中年华人），破口大骂。我们只觉这个巫人粗声粗语，整幅恶人模样，虽然表面看似华人不对（从后撞上前车），但也暗替华人汗颜。没亲眼看到碰撞过程，不想惹事情，在门前泊好车子就进屋去了。

由于巫人声大如要杀人般，故吸引一众典型看热闹的邻里‘躲’在自家看热闹，露台上的、篱笆后的，全在看‘戏’，就是没人有胆近距离观赏、了解。我家距离事发现场最近，听的看的也还挺清楚的。华人坚持巫人车子自己倒退，他猛按车笛对方不理才让他给撞上，而巫人却大声轰喝“PXXKXMA#%@&^&*”，就是认定华人不对！嚷嚷吵吵（都是巫人的声音居多）一时，巫人不知从何唤来一群自己人，感觉不妙，华人可能随时被群殴，父亲唯有致电在警局办事的亲戚告知情况，不稍一会儿警车赶至现场。巫人并无因此收敛，还是一幅理直气壮的模样大呼大哄，说是华人自己撞上，此时他竟然还辩称那群不知从何处被唤来的自己人就是证人！“Mereka ni semua nampak tadi. . .”，我们：“哇哩叻～！这是什么嘛？！！这样欺负人哦！”。哦！放心，我们是躲在露台上、窗口后，非常安全的，虽然真的很想跳出去把我们眼见的一切告知！怕死，忍啊！

在警察‘协调’下，华人得以脱身离开，剩下巫人、自己人与警察仍在现场，小声说，大声笑！不久警察离去，此时巫人笑容满脸走向自己人，逐一握吻他们的手，就是那种感谢挺立相助的感觉。然后还是很霸道的让车子继续停泊在路中间，车门敞开无惧其他车子路过是撞到，自己和自己人寒酸起来了，呵呵笑声不断，完全当周围躲在屋内看热闹的观众透明！说啊笑啊，突然，巫人大大一声：“. . . Malaysia ni negara siapa tau?!! ke ke ke ke~”，然后走向父亲车子，从车底拿出铁棒放回自己的车子，随后转过头向自己人比了个挥棒揍人的手势：“. . . saya hantam dia baru tau!” -_-ll 天啊～！他什么时候在我们车底藏了凶器呀？？！我们一肚子气，实在无法再看下去了，那种“懒鸟”话听了就“肚烂”啊！

事后回想，其实除了气，更多的是难过与无奈吧。整个事发过程，华人孤身对抗一众巫人，明明在华人住宅区，居民只敢躲在自家看热闹，华人怕死心态表露无疑。我家的一通电话虽然招来了警察，消除了可能发生的殴打事件，但实际上是助长了某些人的气势，还是真解决了问题，还真令人怀疑呢。哦，是的，除了电话，我们也是一样很窝囊的躲在家里看热闹，谁晓得结果娱乐不成，反吃了一肚子气，“肚”真的快“烂”掉了！

这是个野人野蛮无知统治，他人文明努力发展的国度，在“污桶”（老颜这称呼真贴切）50多年的带领下，老老实实扪心自问，谁不是对他族存有偏见与戒心的？一个国家的人民拥有此种心态，这国家如何发展呼？悲哉～

这边厢人家黑人总统风光走马上任；那边厢咱们的bodohwi狼狈下台，那位备受争议的否认大王najis坐上正位。真是无眼看，愚问各位看官有何高见否？

copied post from bombalim post~
lazy to write~summore her post write so details~ ^^

dat shit!
reali makes all of us dulan!
abit correction~
the shit told his 'helper',
"ini TANAH siapa tau tak??!"
F him!
without C n I,M stil live on the trees ok?!?

DULAN ar!!

Kill the lazy bug!!

2009-01-15T01:35:00.001-08:00

when sch open day~
excited~

1st week~
new artwork to do~
started to do research~
excited~

2nd week~
blank~
helpless~
dreaming~
lazy bug attack~

somebody come n kill my lazy bug?

New Semester ! ^o^

2009-01-04T22:39:00.000-08:00

Yeah~ finally holiday over~
O__o sounds like i dun like holiday huh?

no la~
no sch day no income ma~ =P

i told u i wan part time job!

semester 5~
just three days class~
mon tue n fri~
4 subjects~

fashion design
textile design
draping
batik art

^^ sounds like very relax hu?
T.T

1st day~
ms.lai already giv us works dy~
she said JUST 2 assignment~
ok~JUST two~
wedding gown~
next week hv to pass up two boards dy~
T.T

tomolo textile design class~
gonna die aft hear lecturer talk bout the assignment~ >_<
wat i know from senior is,
two pieces of 4meters fabrics nid to be print~ ToT
b4 that hv to print two pieces of 1meter samples 1st~

batik~
12 small pieces of fabric samples of batik~
2 pieces of 4meters fabric nid to do batik~

KILL ME!!

i sur mati gao gao dis time~
lots of fabric nid to buy!
summore wedding gown fabric damn expensive!!

i nid work!!!!

introduce me!!! >__<
dance,model~watever~not chicken!

**bless me**

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!!

2009-01-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

>__<>

f***~~it is really headache to hv a new maid~

two weeks ago~
my new house maid,LALA~came~

mum n dad duwan she stay at home while they r working~

so~

bring her along to the shop for help~

wat the f***

she such a KAYU!!KURA-KURA!!SIPUT!!

everything do in slow motion!!
then, always standing dreaming~
other worker in shop busy like hell while she stnding there looking~

BISU~
when u talk to her~
u dunno she is understand or not~
she won't reply~

NO MANNESS~
when u scold her, or say her mistakes,
she looking to other side~
no reply~

DIRTY SUCKS!!
the way she wash toilet, clean the floor~
my god~
speechless~
wash= no wash
mop lantai= didn't mop lantai
un?

BLOODY HELL!!
things in house~
man~
sis : LALA, selepas mandi, jgn tutup pintu tandas, sangat panas [guuk~]
LA: (close the door n leave)
sis: .... (wat the f***!!!)

---
sis: LALA!!!gunting gantung di dinding!!!bukan letak situ!!selepas cuci letak balik tempat asal!!!
(hang the scissors)
LALA: ...

*next day*
sis: LALA!!!!mana gunting!!!!!semalam baru cakap!!!!

....my god~
her otak isi tahi izit!!

alrite~

yesterday my mum duno how high is her blood pressure~
she told us that she angry til her head feel so hot dy~
this is wat we call 火山爆发~~

know wat~
LALA she wash cups n plates~

mum rushing to 冲茶 for customers~
she wan lime~
ask LALA to take at peti sejuk~

ok guys~
common sense~
wash hand 1st rite?
my dear~
who will take things with hand full of soap?
ok~
SHE WILL!!
f!
my mum almost wan to use cup throw her dy~

hand full of soap, she can stil twist the kain to dry~
aunty!! ur hand got soap ok?!!
she really got mental problem!

din finish yet~
lately the toilet vr smelly~
sis told my mum she never saw LALA jemur her towel~
ok...mum ask LALA lo~
ok~
she said loudly to mum she just have one towel!
that mean wat?she oledi 2 weeks din wash the towel!!!arrr!!!!
ma de!!excuse me!
that one is ur thing ok??!!how many towel u wan??2?3?10??
even 1 towel oso can survive ok?
morning wash aftnoon oledi can dry~

cannot tahan~have to send her bac to agent~
we sent her bac to agent dy today morning~
b4 dat~
chrck her bag~
oh no~
bcos she work in shop too~
so wil 接触 customers too~
know wat we found in her bag?

a paper:
019-xxxxxxx
K.K
RM200/malam

WAAAAAA!!!!!
u kena diao oso dunno can get that money or not!!stupid!!

gosh~~
aft one week i hv to c her again~
sent bac to training now~
cannot change new maid~ T>T

maaaaa~~~~~~
god bless me~dun let me punch her~

GO AWAY!!!

2008-12-08T18:14:00.000-08:00

It was so shit lately~
no...
not lately~
is this year~

alot alot of bad things happened in my family~
especially mum n oso shop~

me n my younger sis get robbed~
i injured~
mum get punch when asking payment fr customer~
mum's bag kena curi by a india kid when nobody in cashier counter~
shop 1dozen of alcohol almost kena curi by a group of india guys~ >__<
many more~

i nid to pray pray dy~
i nid someone to c feng shui dy~

T.T

i_loVe CACA

2008-11-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

i duno how to say my feeling to u~

u always scold me i duwan to say to u wat is in my mind~

honestly~i reali dunno how to tell u~

i love u~
i regret i concern wat u want yesterday~

i miss u~
i know is my fault dy~

but~
is not 100% my fault~

y cant u understand dat i'm worrying u~

y cant u talk to softer~

i wan the feeling of we 1st get together back~

the romance and sweet of us fade~

i scare~

i wan u back~

-i luv u-

PSE 08

2008-11-17T00:13:00.000-08:00

Piala Seri Endon 2008 Semifinal jz finished yesterday~

disappointed~lots of MIA group din get into final~dunno y~

jz Fyza's group get into final~ gambateh Fyza!

finally no nid to busy for PSE~can concentrate in sem.4 final assessment~ ^^

about yesterday show~

fewww~6.30am,wake up early in the morning~

(i jz zz <2hrs, pakia zz <1hr)

rush to the ktm station~

take ktm to segambut~

i shall kick the KTM driver~LET ME DRIVE!! >___<

8am!!reach segambut~

Nicole FLY CAR to 1U~

8.15am!!reach 1 world hotel~

F again~the registration counter didn't open yet~

Rush like hell man~ >__<

9am oni the counter open~
BLIND PIG!!!duno wat is the time!!

10am!!interview with judges~ nervous~cos our formal outfit got problem~

Haiz~

1.30pm~goin to the backstage~

is busy time~

put on our outfit to the models~

@__@ waaa~so many beautiful n handsome models~

*pengsan*

hot like hell~

3pm oni the show start!!

wat the!!!

VIP again!!

those blind ppl!!

suffer designers n models at the backstage!!keep waiting!!

Nervous n Happy~

Last time i was a dencer on the stage~

Yesterday was my 1st time stage show with the name of 'designer'~

Goin out with the models which wearing our designed outfit~ ^^ happy

Although we didnt get into final~

but we get experience from the competition~

and~

aft the show~

i so happy can get a photograph with my favourite model!PETER!! ^^ yeah~

Yeah~ New User!

2008-11-16T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hello~all my dear out there~

my friendster blog got problem~
so i changed to use blogger lo~ (^v^)/

**LoVe Wat U Do~Do Wat U LoVe**

愧疚。心痛

yes~ =')

Great Day

owww~~~

Things to do b4 n aft 2011~

my new car~

Why she become like that?

Happy Day

Puasa

做回自己。。

心情超不爽~~

Happy n tired day~ =>

yeah yeah

Sad...

long time no c,dear blog~

miss my teddy bear

A spending money day..

i need ur help dear

Finally it sold~

What A DAY!!

-Happy n Pain Day-

weird guy

Lately~

^^

Finally~

Departures

Cant wait!!

Design design n design~

i miss u

dance

~headache~

i hate sem.6

OH MY GOD!!!

Being Model, again~

My @RT W0RKS

Killing myself

Copy fr email~Chinese must read!!

Sleepy~~

Poor Sugar~

Headache!!

No eye see!!!F***!!

Kill the lazy bug!!

New Semester ! ^o^

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!!

GO AWAY!!!

i_loVe CACA

PSE 08

Yeah~ New User!

LoVe Wat U Do~Do Wat U LoVe